Bismi'llah arRahman arRahim. There is no refuge from Allah but in Him.

So,now what? I've set up me little computer set-up again.Being with Him/in Him..remembering Him as much as possible as the only refuge,the only Reality,all the time..is what it is all about..Knowing that nothing else can possible bring any satisfaction.
Jamal told me yesterday that the 'Kaban' (clan tribe,whatever) in the Mayan calendar thing ,which he is and I am,according to them..traduces through the heart chakra..they/we are the ones who collect all that information..(head) but put it out through the heart.
I would like to think of that as my job..even here on the old Blog..buzzing around collecting quotes and references..and then sticking them on here.

"Blah Blah Blog. (A collection of quotes,references and personal thoughts on the Omnipresent ,Transcendent and Immanent Reality.)"

And why not? ..an eighth one though?

I suppose what I am doing is trying to find/create an identity ..a job ..something useful to do..that I would really not mind others coming and having a look at ..i.e. that I really believed in and wouldn't feel ashamed of or embarrassed about.

Why should I always feel embarrassed or ashamed of myself? Because I had such a terrible time when I was a kid and they screwed me up so bad? (In which case EFT is the only thing I know of that can help me...and in which case it is not justified .. only a psychological malfunction) .. Or,because I really am such a bad one..lazy and selfish and proud.(In which case I'm not so sure where to begin but by turning to a personal God for help and praying to Him Almighty and Omnipotent to help me to be better..and try to be more humble,and believe that praying..in an Islamic form for instance,really helps..both to clean me and to access His forgiveness... And to listen to my conscience.)
Anyway ..for now..because I can't really be completely objective about any of this..and ,like most things in life,it is most probably not completely one thing or the other...I will continue,for the moment,with Islam as my basic 'form' or religion and EFT to help me with all my layers of emotional and mental crap and programming and my own...(but which is obviously universal and archetypal) .. belief in


God in everything and evrything in God.. basically.
- posted by longgone1 @ 4/23/2005 08:39:00 AM