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Saturday, April 09, 2005
 
Here I go again!
Bismi'llah arRahman arRahim. There is no refuge from Allah but in Him.

Here I go again! Writing,writing,writing,having been reading,reading,reading.Somehow I have to..not stop this .. but ..move from theory to action ..Now what would be a good way to install that in my brain to make it work? ...Some kind of affirmation/installing positives/NLP stuff I reckon.
I literally tend to wait for someone else (normally Bilquis these days) to do something.I tend to live so much inside my head and with ideas and words that I hardly ever do anything.It is worrying actually .. it's not just laziness .. though it could be a lot of that,but I understand that EFT or maybe NLP can help one to actually change the initiatory programming of actions or changes without all that forcing oneself to do stuff in a kind of militaristic or boy scoutish way.(Not that there's anything so wrong with soldiers and boy scouts ..at the end of the day ..I ended up on a site about Baden Powell the other day while looking for images of Kashmir for something I was writing and I ended up with quite a degree of respect for the old chap actually) ..
I suppose what is obvious is that I am more a man of thought than of action..but somewhere along the line this has to be turned into something positive and useful. At least I can say that the EFT is positive and useful and causing me at least to begin to think positively.Even if I am fifity two and still trying to,find something to do/get myself to do something .. at least that is better than only being very depressed and wanting to escape into alchohol,sex,or even suicide (which has been much the case the rest of my life).
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