Saturday, April 09, 2005
No escape,escape.
Bismi'llah arRahman arRahim. There is no refuge from Allah but in Him.
There is no escape from Allah but to Allah. Oh to escape from this freedom to do nothing!
EFT plus affirmations is what I am trying ... will it work?Asking Allah for His help might not be a bad idea ..To ask for something constructive and useful and pleasing to Him,to do.
I must admit I don't want to do anything ... really.Yet it is so horrible not to do anything .. It is really a good sign that I feel that and that I am aware that other people do things ...
I have spent so long living in a wierd world where I do nothing that ...I mean I've done stuff,like playing the guitar and trying to make music on a four track and then an eight track,but without much success or ever really finishing anything.
I wonder if any therapist could ever get to the bottom of my malaise ..I am tired of going round and round and over and over the same old thing.
Well,I suppose that's a good sign too.
I seem to have a bit of flu today .. Springtime stuff I suppose ..
Ay ! that'll do for now ..I'm just bored with myself really.