Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Self doubt.
Bismi'llah arRahman arRahim. There is no refuge from Allah but in Him.
I've already said it..so now I've done a bit of EFT on it ..see what happens..touched an emotional sore spot there anyway..
Self doubt?..How could I not be full of self-doubt,the way they treated me! ? Is what comes to mind..comes bubbling through ..all that pain and hurting and sadness and confusion..and then anger at that ../ them ..anger at the ones I loved and who should have been loving me..never gave me the chance to love..in the middle of all that pain and war-zone..of course I just closed off to love and loving...
and then the tears come again ...