Stay tuned.
Bismi'llah arRahman arRahim. There is no refuge from Allah but in Him.

Well that was all a bit of schlepp ..I'll just have to go back to praying fajr .. the last couple of days have just been a kind of crunchy hell..no harmony basically..an instrument out of tune..If I really am His instrument..the least I can do is try to stay tuned so He can play me more easily no?
It's all one,but not without work.... can Self Enquiry ever take the place of rakat cycles?..I don't think so..either because I've been programmed that way now..or because .. that is not my way .. or ...maybe because I just haven't had enough practice...?
Only time ..(or my conscience?) will tell..or pain ..or intuitive messages..it's so hard to be objective about these things..I suppose,at the end of the day ..the proof of the pudding is in the eating..but what if I don't get the pudding 'til after death? and then it's too late! aaaargh!

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- posted by longgone1 @ 5/05/2005 12:57:00 PM